my feelings

Sometimes . I feel neglected . Because you let me wait .
Sometimes . I feel forgotten . Because in a crowd im the quite one .
Sometimes . I feel broken . Because I'll lose myself easily .
Sometimes . I feel lost . Because I dont have a goal .
Sometimes . I feel stupid . Because Im around peole that are smart .
Sometimes . I feel ugly . Because Im always around pretty people .


Sometimes . I feel that Im not a good girlfriend . Because of the way i treat u .
Sometimes . I feel that Im too much for anyone to handle . Because of my materialistism .
Sometimes . I feel that you could have find another , thats so much better than me . Because I think you deserve it .
Sometimes . I feel like crying . Because Im the problem that is breaking us apart .
Sometimes . I feel sorry . Because of all the chaos i caused .
Sometimes . I feel much grief . Because of all I been through .
Sometimes . I feel like i want to leave this earth . Because Im fed up with the world .
Sometimes . I feel that i just need to be alone . Because I need a sense of peace .
Sometimes . I feel like running fast . Just because i want to feel the wind .
Sometimes . I feel like hearing shaterring glass . Because thats is the same sound as my heart breaking .


I think the only way u could understand is only by reading my blog .