yesterday

We finally broke .

Me , the old me

Things the old me would do

I would let you scold , even if I'm right
I would call you on my mom's cell just to hear your voice , knowing I'll get scolded by my mom
I would shower you will expensive gifts , and i don't mind if you don't give back
I would sometimes let you worry , just to make you care
I would hide every sorrow , and smile
I would cry all night , and tell you I'm ok
I would bare my anger and pain , and just be silent
I would think of you and cry , just cause I thought about how far you are right now

Thinking back , I'm very stupid .

some people say I treat you badly , some says I treat you too well

Well, I don't know . Is for you to decide

people respect you , not because of you're age . Is cause of the person you are .
I respect people who , I think are worth respecting .
You can cry me a river , what do i care .
Respect is to earn . So , don't think you'll get it so easily .







♥ Caitlyn

sorry

I'm sorry for way I've treated you
I'm sorry for scold you
I'm sorry for throw my tamper at you
I'm sorry for never being there for you
Im sorry for giving you all the pain that hurted you so deeply
I'm sorry for making you worry
I'm sorry for making you sad
I'm sorry for all the sorrow I gave you
I'm sorry for being a terrible , selfish , insensitive girlfriend

I don't deserve you
you're too good to be my boyfriend

I told you to find a new girlfriend that deserves , cherish and a hundred times better than me
Cause I know i don't deserve you , you deserve better
I know is hard for you to do this

Did you know that is hard for me to say and do this to you too ?
Secretly , my heart was in pain
Did you know why I said "that" so easily ?
Cause I don't want you to find out that I was actually hurting
Did you know why I said "isn't that a good thing" when you told me some girls chased you ?
Cause that means that you're a "not bad guy"
And plus , knowing that some people are jealous that your all mine felt great =D
Did you know why I don't want us to text every second ?
Cause I wanted you to miss me more

It's my fault
all my fault




And I'm sorry ,
love Caitlyn






PS: Alex Ho , I love you forever! ♥