sorry

I'm sorry for way I've treated you
I'm sorry for scold you
I'm sorry for throw my tamper at you
I'm sorry for never being there for you
Im sorry for giving you all the pain that hurted you so deeply
I'm sorry for making you worry
I'm sorry for making you sad
I'm sorry for all the sorrow I gave you
I'm sorry for being a terrible , selfish , insensitive girlfriend

I don't deserve you
you're too good to be my boyfriend

I told you to find a new girlfriend that deserves , cherish and a hundred times better than me
Cause I know i don't deserve you , you deserve better
I know is hard for you to do this

Did you know that is hard for me to say and do this to you too ?
Secretly , my heart was in pain
Did you know why I said "that" so easily ?
Cause I don't want you to find out that I was actually hurting
Did you know why I said "isn't that a good thing" when you told me some girls chased you ?
Cause that means that you're a "not bad guy"
And plus , knowing that some people are jealous that your all mine felt great =D
Did you know why I don't want us to text every second ?
Cause I wanted you to miss me more

It's my fault
all my fault




And I'm sorry ,
love Caitlyn






PS: Alex Ho , I love you forever! ♥